Since you've been gone

...I used the fuck word multiple times just to make myself comfortable.
...I signed up for Costco, so I could go there anytime.
...I went and get my own munipass without you giving me a guilt trip.
...I dont have to concern your strong accent when you repeatedly ask for water.
...I can leave my place without worries that you might be wandering outside.
....I can pick up calls without anonymous numbers.
...I feel serene without any verbal abused.
...I dont have to eat fatty desserts cause I never like it.
....I feel peaceful at lunch or where ever i dine.
...I live my life without pet peeve on weight-conscious talks.
...I turn to radio stations that play my favorite music.
...I'd hang out with my "sincere" friends and you can hang with your dorky "MBA" friends.

Since you've been gone
...I start a new chapter of my life, a happier one.
...I see the rights and wrongs, why you never want me to be happy.
...I can be myself and breathe normal again.
...I am more independent and confident.
...I'd devote more time to buddhist meeting.
...I begin to clean my karma, not doubt myself
...I can hear my cheerful voice again, not dark and depressing.
...I will meet friends and build my social life, without covetousness.
...I build my own business and contacts, and i'd make it work.
...I begin to trust and not avoiding my friends again.
...I'd travel to new places for vacation and tell all my friends about it.
...I will succeed without your criticism.
...I'll win over this lifetime and lifetime after.